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Oct. 20th, 2008 09:36 pm*sounds of loud sniffing, as of someone catching a scent* Hmmm. De whole room smells like him now. I iz glad. It haz been far too long since I have been reminded of him vhen he iz actually here.
Gotterdamerung. I doesn't know vhat to say. I had pushed de memories out, I tink. It hurt to remember vhen I knew dot he vouldn't be dere. Easier to just go on, und pretend like noting had happened. Und vhile it may not have been happy during dot time, dere vas goot tings. But no, not really happy much.
Und now, I doesn't know vhat to do vith myself. Iz just zo goot, all de time. How did I ever get zo lucky? Mebbe Fate iz still amused by me. In de meantime...*drawing of a deep breath* it smells vonderful in here.
Gotterdamerung. I doesn't know vhat to say. I had pushed de memories out, I tink. It hurt to remember vhen I knew dot he vouldn't be dere. Easier to just go on, und pretend like noting had happened. Und vhile it may not have been happy during dot time, dere vas goot tings. But no, not really happy much.
Und now, I doesn't know vhat to do vith myself. Iz just zo goot, all de time. How did I ever get zo lucky? Mebbe Fate iz still amused by me. In de meantime...*drawing of a deep breath* it smells vonderful in here.
